from my livejournal…
Today I went to school. Today I went to school with my hair in ponytail and no makeup. Today I went to school with my hair in a ponytail, no makeup, carrying a giant box of kleenex. No, I can't be normal and have a small lady-like packet, I have to grab the whole box on the way out the door.
Of course, of all the 20,000 students at my school, who do I run into today?
My ex.
You know, the high school sweetheart kind of ex, the one who I am actually on somewhat good terms with...the one who (although I shouldn't) I still care what he thinks about me. I want him to still be in love with me, even though I am not with him. (Yes, I know it's selfish, but I am honest).
He gave me a hug. Hard. He smells the same: Polo and Camel Lights. Flashback to my Senior year...so in love I couldn't see straight. It all makes me wonder about love...if that was love, I don't think I want any part of it. I try not to think about it, but sometimes I think that my relationship with him is all there ever will be. Maybe that's as good as it gets...
Yet, there is always that voice that says, "Wait."
Tuesday, April 08, 2003 / Comments (0) / by elizabeth
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