from my phusebox...

"...the reason it is so easy to obtain salvation is because it cost God so
much. The Cross is the point where God and sinful man merge with a
crash and the way to life is opened - but the crash is on the heart of
God." (Oswald Chambers)

God has been doing a lot of renewing in my heart - I can't really explain it, but it's like a breath a fresh air.